and the less everything else makes sense.

i fucking have a picture with travis barker \m/,

bwiset. bakit ganito? bwiset ka na talaga ngayon. okay na sana weekend at christmas break ko. pero hindi, hindi talaga pwedeng lumipas nang walang nangyayaring ganito. dati ang dali dali nung tayong dalawa. pero ngaun? hinde. sabog. hay. ftw. *** i get all worked up, then i let myself down.

I can feel myself pulling away.

Someday I will have to teach myself to stop doing this.

bats.

blankets.

huns.

nerds.

strangers.

lefts.

boots.

chubs.

shirts.

starts.

ends.

you've been warned.

never thought i had that in me.

well to be more precise, i always knew. but then i never really expected it to get out as easy like that. i need to learn to be able to suppress it more. can't have shit like that streaming out of my mouth just like that. need to be more careful. it's not a side i'm particularly proud of, but it's an extremely fun side. people don't see enough of that side of me. wait, they really shouldn't. judgments would be made, rather hastily too.

so time to go back into hiding, mr evil.
and this time, you better stay there.


and i know that we can be so amazing,
being in your life is gonna change me,
and now i can see every single possibility.

and somehow i know that it'll turn out,
and i'll work to work it out,
i promise you kid, i will give so much more than i'll get.

All of a sudden I feel like a douche. :|